Good afternoon... Just got back from lunch after church. Church again was good... Didn't expect today to be another one of those emotional days. I mean I really felt ok... Felt alright yesterday and today... then when I started praying in the spirit... I felt so sad... This isn't supposed to happen? Its supposed to give me peace? I couldn't stop crying... tears just kept rolling... Auntie Swee Ai and Reverend Victor came to encourage and console me... I know all these things? Why can't the pain just stop? Why can't I just focus on living according to God's will? Why does the pain need to be here?

Didn't see Raymond, Jordan or Eileen in church... Raymond says he's attending a church nearer his hall. Cedric is doing well from what I see. He shared about the mission trip to Thailand during service. Dunno about the other 2. I can only hope and pray that she doesn't fall away from God. I really don't care about Jordan.

Read this verse a couple of days ago. I hafta give thanks... Don't think the devil would want me to do that... SO I SHALL PURPOSELY DO IT!!!! :P

::: Verse of the Day :::
"...and he who abstains, does so to the Lord and gives thanks to God." |Romans 14:6|